Thoughts by
soulfly at 01:55 PM on November 1, 2009.

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Thoughts by
soulfly at 08:31 AM on October 31, 2009.

NAKANGANGA SIYA SA harap ng TV. Miyerkules ngayon. May featured film ni Sharon Cuneta sa ABC 5.
 
You're nothing but a second rate, trying hard, copycat!
 
Ginagaya niya ang buka ng bibig ni Cherie Gil sa 'Bituing Walang Ningning'. Para siyang goldfish na inaatake ng asphyxiation.
 
"Hoy, Bebang! Ano ba't nakatunganga ka na naman d'yan sa harap ng TV. Nakatambak ang mga huhugasan mo sa lababo. Hindi 'yan maglalakad papunta sa 'yo, aba!"
 
("continue..")

Thoughts by
soulfly at 01:40 PM on October 30, 2009.

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Thoughts by
cruboy at 03:28 PM on October 29, 2009.

and though i loose things and stuff almost daily; heck in my entire life, i would have thought that i should be used to it by now. i suppose there are some things that i just can't seem to let go. i could still remember the sadness when this piece of lego brick that i lost when i was nine... it was very essential to the aesthetics of the helicopter i built.  the barkada's high school journal which i should have never lent to a friend on the fear of it not returning... well it never did... or this towel that had my initials that i got from a college crush on a christmas exchange gift... or this silver bracelet that was given to me by a friend... or my very first guitar and then of course the most recent my green jacket... such sadness... sniff.  i seem to get attached to things that define me somehow, but who would not be.  everything that we have are extensions of who we are... and though they are not our very limbs, we sometimes grieve over it like it was.  its absence affect us somehow... such sadness.

"whatever you can lose, you should reckon of no account."-syrus

i guess it is some sort of life and death cycle for things we own... we are bound to loose things eventually, or them loosing us... i would assume that there will be some stuff i own that would out live me for sure.  but that's that... everything is temporal, i suppose i am to enjoy what ever i have right now, cause i'm bound to loose it for sure.  and this applies for other important things, but i don't to go to deeper topics.

the upside to loosing stuff i suppose is the excitement of trying to get a new one, an upgrade. i was particularly challenged to find an exact copy of the jacket i lost, if not find a better one... it had been two weeks since, going over through malls and shops all over the metro. it was a bit particular so it came to a point i almost gave up, but i eventually found something... better.

so i guess the moral of it all is that things are bound to screw up and be lost... but then there present itself an opportunity for something better to come along, that is if you do not give up.  and this applies to the other important things that i do not want to go deep into. 

after a loss...somehow something better comes along, it's just a matter of how long i can hold my breath.

(inhaling lots of air)

All ears to: sigur ros - hoppipolla
Mesmerized by: glee season 1
I feel: devious

Thoughts by
soulfly at 10:11 AM on October 27, 2009.

Puro daldal lang naman kasi ito ng buhay mag-asawa. Kung pelikula lang ito, tinulugan ko na ito e. Parang hindi gawa ni Margaret Atwood. Sabagay baka experiment lang niya ito sa novel writing sabihin pang ang structure ng nobela ay naka-pattern sa life cycle --birth, living, death. Lagi kong naiisip si Virginia Woolf dito. At naiisip ko rin na sana binasa ko na lang ulit yung Cat's Eye ni Atwood, mas poetic ang pagsusulat nun e.

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Bumalik na lang kaya ako sa pagma-marathon ng Spongebob Squarepants..

May nabili akong dvd ng pelikulang Manila ni Piolo Pascual. Tribute daw ito sa Manila by Night ni Ishmael Bernal at Jaguar ni Lino Brocka. Maganda kaya ito? Hmm..

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Thoughts by
yahn at 08:59 PM on October 26, 2009 in Book Of The Yahn.

I want to move on! I don't wanna get stuck on him... thinking he is the only guy for me. I am positive and know perfectly well there are other guys out there. But I also want my heart to feel like I COULD LIKE OTHER PEOPLE.

And right now I just can't do that. I have no freakin' idea why. But right now I just can't. I cannot see the possibility of all other. It may be because he's still around. It maybe because it's the first time I felt this way and I can't let it go. It may even be because of fate. What?

Whatever the case, I can't live in this irony. I can't live in this complication. Everything is changed now. Much more changed than before. I may seem to live the normal life. But deep within, a lot has been going on. A lot has changed.

Now life for me is no longer the same. So much for a change, huh?

All ears to: Sugarfree's Kwentuhan
Mesmerized by: 500 Days of Summer
I feel: confused