November 15th, 2009
When you can't admit what you want


All I want is happiness.

And it really pains me to admit this.

Because all it means is that I haven't been exactly happy all along.

And if I don't make it known that I'm LYING all along...

I wonder what will happen now.

Can someone please help me make myself happy?

Emo sh*t.

You'd think things are falling apart now.

They're not.

They're just breaking into pieces.

Just why am I sad?

For this long already?

frivolous?



origin ng front cover ng 'Patikim'


http://patikimnimakoy.blogspot.com/2009/11/this-is-it.html

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pa-conservative ang COMELEC


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November 14th, 2009
PATIKIM ni Mark Angeles


FRONTCOVER.jpg picture by makoydakuykoy

Lalabas na sa November 18 ang love poetry book kong Patikim. Php180 ang presyo. Part of the proceeds will go to Desaparecidos. Msg me sa akosimakoy(at)gmail(dot)com subject: PATIKIM kung mgppareserba kyo ng kopya at kung ilan. 50 copies lang ang ilalabas ko e. Salamatch!!

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November 11th, 2009
Top 5: When anime subs went wrong


[wag kang highblood!!!]

marami pa rito http://www.figure.fm/post/en/3075/When+Anime+Fansubs+Went+WRONG.html

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November 10th, 2009
Life Before Man


SA WAKAS!! Natapos ko na ring basahin ang Life Before Man ni Margaret Atwood.

Dog-eared na nga ang kopya ko ay lalo pang naging dog-eared dahil matagal din itong na-stocked up sa bag ko. Taong 1987 pa na-publish itong kopyang naiskor ko sa Booksale ng 30 pesos. Malapit na itong maagnas.

Point-of-view ng tatlong tauhan ang buod ng nobela: sina Elizabeth, Nate, at Lesje [binibigkas na "Lashia"]. Salit-salitang pagsasaad ng kanilang mga kuwento at internalisasyon. May mga dates ang bawat chapter, nagpapaka-epistolary writing. Hehe. Giya na rin iyon para malaman natin ang flow ng plot dahil salit-salitan din ang mga pangyayari batay sa mga dates.

Sinikap ikonek ni Atwood ang kontemporaryong buhay ng tatlong tauhan sa period ng mga dinosaurs. Si Lesje, na bata pa lang ay mahilig na sa mga rocks at fossils, ang nag-contemplate hinggil dito.

Sa kabuuan, ang nobela ay tungkol sa mga relasyon. Sa mga relasyong sekswal. Halimbawa, ikinumpara ang pagse-sex ng mga tao sa iba pang hayop. Ang pangangailangang mag-contemplate sa sex bilang instinct. Pagkatapos, paano na? Sino ang magliligpit ng higaan? Sino ang aako ng responsibilidad ng pagpapamilya?

Tungkol ito sa mga one night stands ni Elizabeth. "Elizabeth is old enough to know that one woman's demon lover is another's worn-out shoe." Sa diborsyo. Sa palitan ng mga partner. Asawa ni Elizabeth si Nate. Si Lesje ay may William. Nagbaril si Chris, ang kabit ni Elizabeth. Nang matapos si Nate kay Martha, si Lesje naman ang kinarir niya. Nakipag-sex naman si Elizabeth kay William--sa partner ng kabit ng asawa niya. Punyeta! Parang nanuod ka lang ng Gimik o TGIS. Nagpapalitan lang ng mga syota.

May hint ng tulang Morning in the Burned House ang pagkakasunog ng nanay ni Elizabeth.

Nagsimula ang nobela sa mga linyang, "I don't know how I should live. I don't know how anyone should live. All I know is how I do live. I live like a peeled snail."

..at nagtapos sa, "China does not exist. Nevertheless she longs to be there."

Mga linya ni Elizabeth. Sa huli, nakatingin lang siya sa mga larawan ng The Art of Ancient China. Life before "man".

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November 9th, 2009


takutin mo ako, Algernon Blackwood.. at ikaw Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn na nagsabing "Words run away like water", basahan mo ako ng iyong 'One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich'.. at lumabas ang tula ko sa Phil Graphic Nov16 issue..

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November 7th, 2009


I fell in love with you

 

Because I fell in love with you because

I fell in love with you because I fell in love with you

because I fell in love

with you because I fell in love with you

because I fell

in love with you because I fell in

love

with you because I fell in love with you because

I fell in love

with you because I fell in love with you because

I fell in love with

you

because I fell in love

with you

because I fell in love

with you

because I fell

in love

with you

because I fell in love with you

because I fell in love with you because

I fell in

love

 

with you

 

And I say it

17 times because

17 is a prime number

(it is indivisible)

 

And I say it

because

I cannot hide it like

a sore thumb or a hard-on

 

And I say it because I

cannot keep myself from saying I fell in love with you

because I fell in love with you because

I fell in love with you because I fell

in love with you

because I fell in love with you

because I fell

in love with you because I fell in love

with you

 

because

 

my mind runs around like

a mad dog. So

 

go deep

 

on me

go hard on me

 

because

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-ni Makoy Dakuykoy

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